Monday, December 19

giant

hey its been one week since i started work at giant. id like to take back what i said about how i wish i were still schooling. im really beginning to enjoy my work now. thank god they transferred me to the customer service. now i work with a small group of havoc young assholes and there are two more newbies so smuer same-same blur. the fun part got to be the pranks and helping each other out. the shittiest part would probably getting all those stupid shittyhead complaints from customers. im definitely ok with customers who want a five cent refund so they could put inside the donation box outside the counter but those who made you page these promoters and those duty managers and call other franchises for the price of one stupid set of disposable chair; their ass is their brain.

oh one interesting thing happened yesterday. a disguised police guy went around showing the staff cctv shots of two men, i assumed indian, who smoothly hypnotised some cashiers into giving them money out of the cashbox. it was kinda funny but a littly bit scary. i never believed hypnotism works. but well now, im not so sure. he also told us not to directly look into customers' eyes in case they wanna hypnotise us. what shit.

Friday, December 9

g'day

hey,been trying to meet you,
hey,must be a devil between us or,
whores in my head,
whores at my doorwhores,
in my bed but,
hey,where,
have you been
if you go i will surely die
we're chained
I'm open, you're closed. Where I follow, you'll go. I worry I won't see your face,
Light up again

Wednesday, November 9

nadir of.

australia trip.
POSTPONED TILL MARCH NEXT YEAR.
money, what else?

i never thought id be back blogging.

im halfway thru my olevels. 13 more days to go. i dunno if i still wanna retake the papers next year. the papers so far werent that bad. but i knew if there is another opportunity (one more year!) next time id get my fucking arse down and really studyg id be able to get good results. so maybe i should. i must.

i cant believe i wasted my four years of cedar playing, getting emo and getting into lots of trouble. AND not making any good friends in skool. well i cant force myself to be good friends with people i just cant click with in the first place. i guess i was just depriving someone else of a place in cedar.

wow, i still cant believe im in an elite skool. so i guess im one of the elites. hahah that is so stupidshit. elites not only smart but must be rich. im far from rich. my parents too.

so thats one thing. olevels. the other big thing is, im hoping real badly that my parents will really divorce tis coming 21st. i cant wait to move out and start a new home. new life. so exciting! well excpt we have to move to a 3room house. that kinda sucks. my current house cant gimme enough privacy what can a three room one do? we will see. till then. bye.

ps/ everyones studying. even shaza. i dont wanna be the last in skool again. ever. wont. one thing i really want now is to just get enough to enter tp business course.

Saturday, September 24

supergood news!

GOOD NEWS #1
we are going down under. three weeks. shaza and I. power giler boleh mati lah siak. and surprisingly my parents didnt even need to think about it and my dad is even gonna fork out 500bucks for shopping and stuff exclusive of airfare which i will start saving up real soon. oh man i just cant wait. i wanna shop there like crazy. for now, i just hope shaza's mom would let her go.

GOOD NEWS #2
cedar is ranked Band 1 AGAIN alongside some 3 boys schools. im fucking proud ah. but confirm next year we drop to Band 2 or something. my batch has gotta be the stupidest. but only next year cos the following batches are superfucking smart.

Saturday, September 3

happyhols

i hate sats. i love suns.

went to shaz's house like 5 plus in the morning. went to skool at 7 plus. met up with tis boy who who likes me. half the time, i swear i have no idea what he was talking about. hanyut language to the maxx. but hes great fun. i hate it when people look at me in the eyes purposely for so long just so they could make me blush or annoy me like shaza lah. and he did just that. haha. and he's quite cute, with super sexy arms. just my type.

super good way to start the term break. yummy.

but thinking abt that someone just spoils my hol mood. how pathetic can she get? is she ever gonna grow up? is she ever gonna realise her own (many many) fucking flaws? instead of bitching all the way about other people's flaws? talk about total*******! just fug off. ive never liked you too, wayyyy before you thought that same way abt me. and i know you know that.

you just make me wanna puke. im so sick of being nice to you. you dont deserve it. i realise and accept my flaws. but do YOU? if you ever read tis, i just know what you would fucking say. and I. DONT. GIVE. A SINGLE. SHIT. i heard it ten housand times. cant believe you called me shallow, ignorant. everyone knows YOUR THE SHALLOW NAIVE one. self-proclaimed 'high-profile' kid.

ohmygod. tis post is so bitchy. but i just cant help it anymore. im just sick of your stupid thoughts, you talking cock, or what you think is actually intellectual but is not. get a grip.

Monday, August 22

TAEBO!

i had to go to reflection centre again just now. tis time it's bcos i came to skool late for over 4 times tis year. it isnt that bad cos in sec one shaza and me would be late at least 5 times in a month. anyways the teacher counselor was mrs kwek. she taught chinese language and her english wasnt that good so she asked me to help her write a comment about me so she could show the principal. haha shes old but damn cute lah. what else, i told her to write all the good things about me lah like, SHE SEEMS COMMITTED TO WORK ON HER NEW ACTION PLAN yadda3. haha shes 55 times better than that assholic noeline lee. how could she say Allah and Jesus are the same?! that she a christian and us muslims believe in one God? how ignorant can she be lah siak?

anyways. for the first time, i enjoyed PE so much hahah. we did TAEBO (taekwondo + kickboxing)! watched billy blank's dvd and kicked our fat asses along. damn fast and tiring. TIS is fun. we should be doing tis for every PE lessons. ive never sweated tis much before. i want the dvd! i remember when i was little my mom would exercise with him on tv. so cute.

Saturday, August 20

random quizzes

Your Kissing Purity Score: 80% Pure

You've hardly ever been kissed

But the kisses you've given are very missed




You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.

For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.



How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.

You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.

You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.

You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.


Your Mood Ring is Light Blue

Emotions mixed
Unsettled
Cool